jelly doesnt taste good without peanut butter >_]]>
i never thought they would get it here!! gahh yaaay =P
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You're kidding, right?
Is this real?
Is that you?
I can't believe this
After all we've been through
You come back
Like nothing happened
And pretend to be okay
I don’t even know you anymore
Do you get to stay?
I don’t care anymore
I don’t even know what to feel
You hurt me so bad
And that’s all I know
I really don’t know what to do
I'm confused about you
I'm afraid that if I let you in you'd leave once more
And then id drown in my fears again (I'D DROWN)
I'm afraid of you walking out that door
Is this gonna be like before?
This makes no sense
Why are you here?
THIS MAKES NO SENSE
I don’t know what to say
Are you really here to stay?
I don’t care anymore
I don’t even know what to feel
You hurt me so bad
And that’s all I know
This is so surreal
But you're not tripping me again
I won't fall for this
Sorry hun, but you'll have to deal
Thanks for your time =]
]]>It took me 2 friggin months to move on coz i used to like this dude for a long LONG time .. and oh well.. i guess time heals pain..
Departures
You left me here
Now im all alone
And it hurts, it hurts to the bone
But I wont let it get to me
Because I wouldn’t trade what we had for the world
We crossed oceans together
And now im walking alone with my scar wide open
I regret nothing
There's nothing to deny
My feelings are out to the world
No one seems to care
This doesn’t kill me
Im not gonna die
What are you waiting for?
There's an open door
Time doesn’t wait for us
I've packed a change of clothes
We're better off apart
And its time to move on
I regret nothing
There's nothing to deny
My feelings are out to the world
No one seems to care
Do you see my wound?
Do you see red?
This doesn’t kill me
I'm not gonna die
But baby, you'll drop dead
Please comment =]
]]>oh fuck! this is so awesome! everything is so effin great now XD yaaaaaay .. god! im so happy!
hmm .. sooo .. what do i have to say? well nothing really, im just so glad to be back home =D
]]>maybe i should runaway. meh.
i know that tomorow will come and ill feel the same.. i dont really like being a pessimist but idk its just getting to me. i feel so alone. *hugs*
And the best part is that no one gets it. perfect.
]]>-Burn
You welcome me to your life
You treat me well but dress in disguise
Without me knowing, you were actually grabbing a sharp stabbing knife
Just waiting for the moment to release your vexation and then the love dies
Like gasoline with fire you burn in my eyes now.
I loved you
You only hurt me
And I always let you
You gave up on me so easily
I will not sit here and wait for you
You never cared for me, and never gave a fucking shit
Like gasoline with fire you still burn in my eyes.
You threw everything away
Now we are apart and never to be
The memories will never leave me
You'll always be in my heart
It all slipped away
I tried eluding reality, tried going back to the start
But it's all fallen apart now; you closed your blinds on me
Like gasoline with fire you'll always burn in my eyes.
You burn
You burn in my eyes now
You burn
Ill fucking leave you alone
You burn….
hmm.. so let me know what u think .. i wrote this .. its a song.. hehe .. its how im feeling only im not so violent! okay !
i would REALLY like to know what all of you think so please comment.
| Sick |
| 'I cannot go to school today, ' Said little Peggy Ann McKay. 'I have the measles and the mumps, A gash, a rash and purple bumps. My mouth is wet, my throat is dry, I'm going blind in my right eye. My tonsils are as big as rocks, I've counted sixteen chicken pox And there's one more-that's seventeen, And don't you think my face looks green? My leg is cut-my eyes are blue- It might be instamatic flu. I cough and sneeze and gasp and choke, I'm sure that my left leg is broke- My hip hurts when I move my chin, My belly button's caving in, My back is wrenched, my ankle's sprained, My 'pendix pains each time it rains. My nose is cold, my toes are numb. I have a sliver in my thumb. My neck is stiff, my voice is weak, I hardly whisper when I speak. My tongue is filling up my mouth, I think my hair is falling out. My elbow's bent, my spine ain't straight, My temperature is one-o-eight. My brain is shrunk, I cannot hear, There is a hole inside my ear. I have a hangnail, and my heart is-what? What's that? What's that you say? You say today is...Saturday? G'bye, I'm going out to play! ' -Shel Silverstein |
i found this poem cute .. hehe .. although im really not interested in poems. like, at all.
He was an American poet, songwriter, musician, composer, cartoonist, screenwriter and author of children's books.
Silversteins (the band) name was taken from the famous Shel Silverstein.
Shel Silverstein ~Sep 25, 1930 -- May10, 1999~
gahh i <3 silverstein! .. the band .. lol ..
]]>im sorry for not replying .. im just passing through a rough time and i do read the notes but i just cant reply .. i hope ur all doing fine ... bahaha .. *smothers self*
if u really wanna tell me sth and its imp just send me a message .. so id know its imp .. heh ..
gahh .. idk if its me or not but after my friend lied he stopped talking to me .. JUST LIKE THAT ! i know its not me !! its just him !!! and his lies .. meh .. and i have to suffer .. i bet he isnt even thinking about me .. im sorry ur probably dont wanna hear about my problems ..
hmm .. well im traveling next week ... im going to egypt on the 1st of july .. its not my choice if it were mine id go to europe .. but im going with my friends so im hoping that it'll be fun .. i think im gonna come on buzznet .. soo .. what else is going on ? hmm .. oh well .. i love u all *hugs*
thank you for reading ^^
]]>*hugs* i miss you sweeties :p i hope ur all doing fine. and if there is sth u wanna tell me .. do so .. coz i might pop in. im not leaving .. im just idk too lazy to reply, thats why im apologizing.
love you all =]
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